When You Lose Something Precious
16th March 2021
I bought the "RingVin" domain name about 5 years ago when the entrepreneurial bug hit me. I then created a web-site which centred around essentially my then profession - Market Research.
However, for various reasons I got into employment again, and I basically hid the web-site from public view. When the time came for renewal, I only renewed the domain name, not knowing that if I also did not renew the web hosting fees, the web-site will get deleted.
Later I realised with horror that while I still owned the "RingVin" domain, it was completely empty - the original web-site I had constructed with great difficulty had been deleted and irretrievably lost for ever. All the time and effort I had put in to think through and construct the original web-site had been wasted.
When recently the time came for me to get back to doing my own thing, I chaffed that my web-site was no longer operational. All the tools for web-site construction had completely changed and I dreaded the prospect of trying to recreate and rebuild my old website from scratch.
When I realised that post-poning is not going to help, I forced myself to learn the new tools for designing web-sites and started constructing my current web-site. As I went about re-constructing my website I started introspecting and then I realised that my thinking about what I want to do now is completely different from what I had set out to do 5 years ago. This made me think everything from scratch - and I designed and created a completely different web-site. This new web-site not only now faithfully reflects what I want to do now, it is also a lot more (to me) aesthetic and tasteful compared to my previous one.
In retrospect I am glad that I lost my original old web-site. If I still had it I would have continued today with my old website with probably only some minor cosmetic changes. But since I had to start from scratch it made me think afresh about bigger things - and especialy about what I really wanted to do.
Losing what you have is painful and traumatic - but not necessarily a bad thing. The inconvenience and pain you go through is a small price to pay for the learning and fresh perspective on life you gain when you are forced to start from scratch. And often - as in my case - starting from scratch can completely changes one's life trajectory.
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